Addiction to porn that turned into Shemale addiction

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by topbwoydiss, Aug 13, 2017.

How can I overcome shemale fetish/addiction?

  1. Ask for help

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  2. Watch normal porn and then slowly you'll drift from that shit

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  3. Quit porn in general.

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  1. topbwoydiss

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    Hey guys! I'm new to this. But I have a problem with shemale problem that lately has caused me to feel like shit. Luckily I've only been watching this categorie for like 5+ months now but it's not right. I feel horrible. I don't even know if I'm straight or not anymore which is very worrying. By the way, I'm a very lonely guy, I go to school and pretty much act "fake" the whole day. In other words, I pretend a lot. I pretend I'm happy, I pretend that I have a lot of friends and so much more. My life routine is the same for everyday of my life, I think that's why I started watching porn. I'm only attracted to females. I'm straight but when I watch shemale porn I always convince myself and also think that I'm gay and I should be fucked in the ass. But when everything's done, I feel extremely disgusted of those thoughts and actions because it's clearly not me. 2 years ago I wasn't watching this bullshit why am I here. Another reason why I watch porn is because my penis is very small, I've had zero girlfriends ; every girl I've had a crush on has ignored me. I'm a virgin. I've dislocated myself from my family, I spend most of my time in my room just scrolling through IG and youtube. I want to be happy. I want to have friends. I want to be like everyone else not a weirdo who'll be lonely for life. I need help. Please?
     
  2. Chris-A

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    I too suffer from from this and I'd say quit completely. I have told myself in the past that I will only look at soft core/vanilla porn, and if I only look at that I wont fall back into looking at shemale/crossdresser porn, but it doesn't work - I always found myself drifting back to shemale/crossdresser porn to get that high again.
     
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  3. m.smith.reboot

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    Nothing to worry about in my opinion...this is just a sign that you are addicted to porn. You brain no longer gets the rush of chemicals it did when you used to watch straight porn, so has led you to shemale porn. If you keep watching this, after a few more months I guarantee you'll be looking at some even more extreme stuff.

    The only way out is to stop. Totally stop. Today.
     
  4. Thank you for sharing your thoughts! You have the power and you will make it. Keep pushing forward.
     
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  5. TimetoChange2

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    Brother, stay strong! You are suffering from a horrible addiction of PMO, I'm not going to sugar coat it, but porn has fucked with your mind. I suffered from the same shit, be in not shemale, but weird fetishes, I would suggest reading through my post: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/my-porn-experience-side-effects.119083/ I hope you will see some similarities, and know that this is curable. Get pmo out of your life, and trust me, you will feel better in no time, be that 1 day, a month, a year, it will come!
     
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  6. fhoger

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    Your story is identical to my own and so many others circulating around this community. I PMO'd for 12 years, then over night, boom. shemale porn, PIED, HOCD, you name it. it's been nearly a year and it's slowly going away, but It would be so much faster if I cut PMO entirely. I just couldn't understand how a mere image of a woman couldn't cut it, which leads most of us to question so many things. I'm sure the actors in the videos you watched needed to be feminine as possible, they did for me, which should give you a good idea that it's purely porn addiction/escalation and your sexuality is still intact. Once I realized this, my HOCD went away, I still however have unwanted thoughts and anxiety, which I believe will pass if I can commit to nofap, and stop giving in to urges.
     
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  7. Pmo is in the past

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    You will become happy and get many friends.You will quit shemale porn.Believe in yourself.
     
  8. Amit shah

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    Same problem with me also...u always start with normal pprn then you are started drifting towards hardcore
     
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  9. noonoon

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    This addiction is progressive. It's just like other drugs, where they start with something fairly innocent, like say marijuana, and tend to progress into worse and worse arenas. Ain't nobody purposefully become a crack whore, nor anyone purposefully get themselves addicted to watching disgusting fucking dudes dressed as women wanking off.
     
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  10. topbwoydiss

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    Thanks for the support.
     
  11. Bruh welcome to the club. I've been battling watching tranny porn for like 4 years now. I would never fuck one in real life. Even had the chance to (almost tricked) and I bounced cause I don't want to fuck a man nor am I attracted to men. But on the flip side..
    if I'm looking to catch a huge nut. Let's say I'm drunk off the Henny and smoked a blunt. Omg I won't be able to control myself I will watch tranny porn and jack off at least two times within 45 min to all my favorite tranny porn scenes. Let's face it..I just can't lie..these trannies I see on these sites are fine as fuck. If I just happen to be gay I would move to Brazil and fuck trannies untill I die. ( No condoms ever) Not for porn or money but just because they are so damn seductive and sexy. But yea that's how deep I'm in it man. I watch skinny trannies, young trannies, bbw trannies, some cross dressesrs. In my fantasy world all I do is eat tranny ass bro lol I even jack off to just pictures of trannies assholes. I never imagine sucking dick or being fucked by one. Just ass eating. That's the closest I'll get. I've even jacked off to the thought of fucking the dog shit out of this effeminate gay guy I use to go to school with. I was looking for a nut cause the tranny porn wasn't working. Honestly I had a huge nut but that's not because I'm gay. In fact I was ashamed and disgusted after u came.
    But that's what happens when you look for the next high. but It's ok it's porn you'll get through it. I know it's hard to stop but like I said it's "fantasy" it goes away once you nut and you realize you don't even like that shit in real life. Just always remember..if you get the urge to fuck a tranny in real life. Go jack off before you make the mistake of your life.
     
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  12. DavidHoover

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    I was addicted to shemale porn but I was into hentai (anime shemale porn and tentacles anime porn) I wasn't attracted to live action porn. It was my weird porn fetishes and it happened for more than three years but I decided to quit porn and fapping cold turkey. If you want to make your nofap journey easier you might want to follow my advice's.

    1. First delete or deactivate all web browsers on your phone but keep only one browser on your PC or laptop so you cannot browse internet on your smartphone at all. This technique will train you to see smartphone as communication medium only, not browsing medium.
    2. Install porn blocked on your pc browser. I recommend using k9 or blocks browser extension and give the password to someone you trust.
    3. I suggest you to not browse internet on your phone at least for 10 days and see if this makes any difference on your journey
    4. Instagram is the home of temptations. It full of hormonal teenage girls who post themselves in inappropriate manner. If I were you I would uninstall that shit. It's not worth it. If you can't quit all social media just quit one that temps you the most.
    5. It's okay if porno thoughts appear every now and then. It's normal. I repeat its normal. Your porn pathway demands for more porn input but don't listen to that bastard. You have to starve that porn pathway and you have to build the new pathway so the old one would destroyed. Replace your porno thoughts with something useful such as going outside or do anything related to your hobby.
      Remember: an idle mind is devil's workshop
    6. Good luck :)
     
  13. Anubis Rises

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    i have extreme anxiety i know when a episode is slowly making its way towards me setting me into panic, its a nightmare but ive been investigating why em i getting panic/anxiety attacks i had a 2-3 week no pmo streak an i felt so great no anxiety insight, i have a feeling once i have a full "O" from "M"ing the next day my anxiety acts up dont know for sure but im investigating,
     
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  14. Anubis Rises

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    11 years of shemale entertainment addiction here,too this day ive just recently relapsed few times to it,75% of my preferred porn is trans, sometimes straight porn pops up an im watching straight porn an i dont even notice, i sometimes get a lil upset or fooled,cause a switch of gender happens without me knowing it,how dare they i think lol,its so weird how the brain works its very detailed with its preferences,i dont label myself with gay or straight,iam me im unique world cant label me, sexual energy (hornyness) can be used as regular energy in work or creative processes , if a variety of sexual spectrum's arouse you could see this as a positive ,just dont pmo or you well lose that energy an you well feel empty or hung over,regret not cause what you did but because you through away something great,i beleive thats what your body is telling you with negative feelings we feel after pmo, regardless of the shemale porn ive been addicted to i still find natural woman attractive i still hang with the fellas as we check out an hit on the ladies, i find only certain types of woman with certain types of personalities turn me on,its rare to bump into these ladies, so rarely i feel im not attracted to them,but those 2 out of 20 woman i encounter really capture my heart,
     
  15. topbwoydiss

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    Christ that's some messed up shit
     
  17. 19m

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    guys in need help. i started watching porn when i was 10 to regular girls but ever since 8th grade a ad for like shemale porn popped up and have been hooked on it since and now im on like cd / fem porn and im not gay or bi has porn twisted my mind? is it a porn induced fetish? i only have feelings for women and such
     
  18. dr_persistent

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    Don't worry, it has happened to me, I stopped watching any porn and masturbating, and after some time, things become as I wanted them to be. This is just a porn, shemale and this stuff is made only for HETEROSEXUAL population, so be happy, this proves you are 100% hetero. Calm down, you are going to be fine, as soon as you realize it is just anxiety and it makes you love it more and more. It is not that you like it, you just got some anxiety feeling when you watching it, and this makes your dopamine levels very high. Just stay away from it and forget about it.
     
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  19. 19m

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    but why did i watch it at such a young age though? thats just the scary thing that i think about.
     
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  20. dr_persistent

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    I would watch it too at your age, but couldn't because i didn't even had a computer or any high speed internet. Kids today have access to porn when ever they want. Every kid has a smartphone. If gouvernment don't change some regulations, in the bright future, 90% of young people is going to have some sexual or mental problems caused by porn. Just look around here how many people have the same story as you have. Please stay away from it forever.
     
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