Hey everyone, I've noticed something weird in the past few days that I wanted to get some advice on. The first pornographic image that I remember being turned on by was the picture of a topless celebrity in an advertisement in a magazine I got in fifth grade. It had such a strong effect on me that, for most of my life, when I masturbated, I fantasized about her. (I usually masturbate to mental fantasies instead of photos or videos as I prefer making up the scenario in my own mind.) On my NoFap journey, I have tried as hard as possible to avoid any form of media that has her in it, as seeing her instantly turns me on. As a result, it is becoming progressively more difficult for me to remember what she looks like. Because I can't clearly remember what she looks like, I usually default to thinking about other attractive women when I want to masturbate. I am currently on my longest streak ever (85 days) and my urges have changed. I get extremely horny, but I am utterly repulsed at the idea of masturbating to anybody else except for her (when I typically can masturbate to any attractive girl with no problem). Because I can't remember what she looks like, I don't even WANT to masturbate when I get horny. My horniness instead just gives me an intense desire to look up a picture of her in normal clothing so I can remember her face. I think that this is because NoFap has rewired my brain to actively seek out attractive women when I'm horny instead of just sitting there and masturbating. Can somebody let me know why this is happening, and some advice on how to deal with it? Also thank you for sitting through such a long post!