afraid of ED drugs induced priapism lol

I've been a chronic masturbator and porn watcher for years, plus, I had untreated gum disease as well, which can cause ED, well, a few years ago I did start to have issues, so I started taking the blue pill, small doses for encounters, it works and never had an issue, probably because my penis wasn't working that great in the first place, it was very unlikely I would get priapism then

but it has been years, only used the blue pill occasionally, but now I'm afraid I won't be able to get an erection without it. I can get erections on my own, watching porn or thinking about women. I get morning woods all the time, so the problem is not so much physical but psychological. I tried having sex without the blue pill, and it took several minutes of stimulation, I managed to have sex but wasn't that great of an erection, but I was full in PMO addiction during this time and trying to quit.

I also had my gum disease treated, became vegan, improved my diet and numbers, my erections have improved since then, probably cause better blood flow now. Now the last part of the puzzle is for me to quit this PMO addiction and rewire, but is so hard, especially when you don't have a girlfriend.

But I'm also afraid to keep using the blue pill now since my erections have improved naturally, it may increase my chances of getting priapism from it.