Age 25 suffering from ED

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nutnutninja

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Hello Folks,

I am from India, I have been watching porn and masturbating since last 5-6 years now. Now I am 25, and i have been single my whole life, the all sexual pleasure i had is through screen watching porn and jerking off fluid.

And from last month i realized I am so addicted to these things so bad that i don't get aroused by pictures of models Instagram which i used to get hard easily back then.

I also realized i cant maintain erection. I need porn to get myself hard and ejaculate. this was/is horrifying.

I got really scared since ED is supposed to happen in late 50 or 60 and i am just 25 not yet married. My parents are forcing me to get married and i couldn't share my problem with them.

I feel insecure to go to doctor. I have researched a lot about it on Internet. The Diet, the exercises, i am trying every possible thing to cure this issue.

Apart from this i also feel I have lost my testosterone/Dopamine since i feel excited about nothing. Life seems tasteless, no movie scenes/songs gets me excited which i used to do before. I feel numb all the time. The only thing that gives me dopamine hit was Masturbation and Porn.


Recently got to know/watched TED Talk video about PEID, and NoFap. And i see ray of hope since i wasn't alone facing similar problem. There are so many guys my age or younger struggling and getting ED cured after trying NoFap.


And after long research I decided to challenge myself 90 days hardmode NoFap. I can give anything to get my energy back to get myself cured from this Porn/Masturbation bullshit.


I have started with healthy diet, exercise and work, meditate and on 19 day without PMO i didnt see any changes yet but I am certainly hopeful i will.


I thanks NoFap community, that i could speak out my insecurities out loud. I wish to see light at the end of tunnel.


Please share your views on my story, i will be grateful to listen and answer to you and help brothers like me.



Thanks.
 
Nah man!
But i lost interest in everything as you mentioned...like videos , pictures etc these didn't give me arousal.
But it is all gone now...i believe you will see a better change in these 90 days.
All the best
 
Hey Homie, I am also from India.
Its sad to know that you are suffering from it but believe me you'll be totally fresh after the reboot process.
Everything will be the way you expect, but there is a say "In order to get something, you have to lose something".
I am glad to know that you made the right decision and decided to leave the porn and embark on a journey of self improvement.
Till now you have been a prisoner of porn but from the moment you decided to leave it, you became a fighter.
You are a fighter, you always have been, its just that you got lost on your way, but now you are back on your track.
You will start to see the results within a week, but in order to end the problem completely, you will be having to cut it deep down from its roots. I hope, being a fighter, you'll fight.
Good Luck on defeating ED.✌✌
 
nutnutninja said:
I have started with healthy diet, exercise and work, meditate and on 19 day without PMO i didnt see any changes yet but I am certainly hopeful i will.
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Good start man. You also do some yoga exercise. After that you will see more Changes in you. I also do yoga exercise. It give some relief to your soul.
 
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