First I'd like to brag that today is my 30 days mile stone of nofap! If you asked me a month ago I would tell you I wouldn't be able to go that long. And this is your 5+ masturbations per day guy. The one who spent hours upon hours upon hours mastrubating. The problem I'm facing now is that I seam to fill void with alcohol. I feel way better now I have energy spikes every now and then so its not like i feel I have more energy all the time. But I a lot more time to do something productive and I am better off then I was a month ago, but I just don't know how to deal with this with out licker. I can sit watch TV and drink bottle of Jack all by my self in one sitting. I am afraid I'm heading towards dark side of alcoholism. Did anyone have same experience?