SpiritShock777
New Fapstronaut
Hello, I don't know if trans men such as myself are allowed here but here I am, seeking help for my porn addiction.
I am a digital artist in the furry fandom, and though I've never been a large-scale popular artist, I was primarily known for my fetish and porn art under many aliases (which is still floating around the internet). I joined the furry community when I was about 12 or 13, and while I was disgusted at all sex at first, furry porn was my sexual awakening, when I had my first sexual urges - thus began my descent into deviancy, because I viewed furry and animalistic characters as my "norm" for sexuality rather than humans. Humans just seem boring and bland in comparison to furries, which this feeling has only gotten worse.
Almost 9 years later, I have acquired many extreme fetishes in addition to actual zoophilia, and humans literally cannot turn me on. I am not going to touch any animals inappropriately but this paraphilia has become a large source of self-loathing. I want to have a normal experience with sexuality and relationships instead of masking myself as a sexy anthro character and dating someone who does the same. I don't know how when the furry fandom has been an integral part of my life.
Any beginner advice would be appreciated.
I am a digital artist in the furry fandom, and though I've never been a large-scale popular artist, I was primarily known for my fetish and porn art under many aliases (which is still floating around the internet). I joined the furry community when I was about 12 or 13, and while I was disgusted at all sex at first, furry porn was my sexual awakening, when I had my first sexual urges - thus began my descent into deviancy, because I viewed furry and animalistic characters as my "norm" for sexuality rather than humans. Humans just seem boring and bland in comparison to furries, which this feeling has only gotten worse.
Almost 9 years later, I have acquired many extreme fetishes in addition to actual zoophilia, and humans literally cannot turn me on. I am not going to touch any animals inappropriately but this paraphilia has become a large source of self-loathing. I want to have a normal experience with sexuality and relationships instead of masking myself as a sexy anthro character and dating someone who does the same. I don't know how when the furry fandom has been an integral part of my life.
Any beginner advice would be appreciated.