Hello guys, ( The counter is out of date. i have relapsed countless times ) Please i need advice. Since i got out of the psychiatric hospital almost 3 years ago, not even a single female has ever ever looked at me. I tried to go 8 days, and still no attraction. The worst part is that i am out of shape, meaning that i lost much of my interest in the pursuit of females. Whenever i want to talk to an unknown female at a bar i feel blocked and end up keeping my mouth shut and being unable to sleep when i get home. Does it have to do with the excess weight or it is just that i have to re-adapt? All the above has made me suicidal. I have thought of starting antidepressants again or going to a hooker to blow off, and then go for hypnotherapy. What is your opinion on the situation ? Its my last year in the college and some of my hopes are still here.