It hasn’t been a good week or so, I’ve messed up a few times and came close today. I had the mindset of “you’re already a piece of shit, just do it”, which normally lead me to pmo in the past. But at the last minute I remembered something. There is a girl I like (this is a long story for another time, if y’all want to hear it I can post it somewhere else) and I decided to text her and see what she was up to. Then I remembered, she was a motivation for me. She had been busy and out of town so I lost track of her. I’m used to being alone so I forget about other people from time to time. I guess I’ll have a mental image of Homer Simpson’s “Do it for her” poster in my head but with this girl around it.