I've been getting natural anxiety from stuff at school: finals, projects, and presentations. I haven't necessarily been waiting 'til the last minute, it's just I'm afraid that what I'm turning in and what I'm going to present is not going to be good enough. I've also been getting hit hard by my beta-male side, as my crush who rejected me was looking hella cute on her Insta story playing guitar and I got hella sad. And I don't know why, but I felt the chaser effect and immediately just started searching some "stuff." I almost watched the video fully and did touch my you-know-what. But as soon as I felt myself, I immediately slammed my phone against the bed and started to hit the NoFap Emergency button on my laptop. Relapse: yay, or nay?