Almost relapse last night.

Yup! Last night I was awoken by a mother-fking mosquitoe, which set my mind crazy. The whole day did not go so well and now even something as simple as sleeping I could not do it. And I noticed that my mind started to feed me some evil thoughts about PMO while I was not fully awake so I could get a relapse. I killed it the moment it arrived. It is not worth it considered my 7 amazing days where I had built such great confidence, attractiveness and composure. I refuse to sell this for a cheap price as a 30 second of spurred pleasure coming along with all the depression and disappointment afterward. What you have is a progress of continuous self-discipline, of daily hitting the gym, of reading books and becoming a whole new better person, which is invaluable and should not be sold cheap. I am aware of the presence of urges, of depression, of loneliness and I am willing to go through each of them as a price to pay to become a new person. Keep this in mind guys. Remember your progress and never trade it off for some cheap, short-term pleasure.