Day 24 of Nofap, and honestly am really surprised that I came such a long way. However I did break my challenge and almost relapsed. I was beating my meat to porn. It’s like every new video I click on, the visuals got better and better I kept on edging to the point when I thought I was going to nut, I was like “no no noooo” and only a little bit leaked out but I know I didn’t ejaculate. Idk if I can go a whole year without Fapping. I think I have to quit smoking for a while because I found out that was one of my triggers. Whenever am high and alone the sexual desires creeps up behind me, and that one action almost made me slip up. Tbh if I never knew about the PC muscles I would’ve nutted long time ago. But at least I know that it works. During my journey I’ve noticed I think about sex more often. I’m beating myself up for that cause I think it’s natural in this nature. And I can say I’m proud reason being I’m not thinking about porn. I think of actual females, and that’s when I act on it. I do have the occasional thoughts of porn but it doesn’t make me hard and it goes away pretty quickly. But now I’ve experienced almost fucking up I’m never doing that again.