almost relapsed "Dangers of p subs and long streaks"

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Wario32, Aug 3, 2018.

  1. Wario32

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    Hey, just gonna write here to get my head out of the clouds and to cool off

    I'm about 80 days now my longest streak and so close to 90 days.

    Most of my streak has been in flatlines starting from the 1st week all the way to now. With a couple of really good days in between.

    The problem for me now is the urges and libido are back at full force. Not sure how long that will last but it's back.

    I'm starting to understand why people relapse so close to 90 days.

    Your not used to the urgers at this point.
    You've been in a flatline for so long that when you get your libido back the urgers hit you like a truck.

    Ive been struggling and even looked up some p subs on YouTube. I was able to stop before it got worse and posted here.

    I'm going on a family vacation soon, so if I can last a bit longer I'll be safe for a week.

    Anyone who's was in a long flatline how did you cope when the urges finally came back?
     
  2. I don’t have the answer...but my last relapse was to psubs on youtube. Before I even knew what was happening it was already over. You are a stronger man than I for getting out of there! Well done.
     
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  3. Wario32

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    Wellll kinda got out lol. The p subs killed me last night. Same thing happened to me. It was over before you know it
     
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  4. No worries, my man. You’re doing fantastic!
     
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  6. Other things to occupy your mind when alone and quiet. Learning a new language has helped for me. Reading can help to if you like. Being engaged with other people helps a lot, friends, family anything where you are not alone.
     
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    Thank you everyone for your posts
    What you worte in your post yesterday sums it up what happened.
    My mind was hell bent on releasing and the logical be part truned off. I'll watch those video when I have bad urgers.


    I'm hoping I can make it past 2 week mark so this streak won't be in vein
     
  8. JJackson

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    Remember not to get caught up worrying about the future, just focus on today.
     
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    Yeah that's what I'm doing. Before I would stress out so much about the number.

    I have OCD so before that used to be a issue. I would have to be at this number to feel "right" kinda thing.

    This time I just accepted my thoughts and didnt let it bug me as much as it used to
     
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    Good luck man keep moving forward
     
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