so im writting this post because i lost all faith in people . i honestly dont care if the world is wiped out and everyone days i just hate people. im alone depressed have problems from family work and so on i dont see good anymore in the world. one of my biggest issues is that i badly want a gf. from my previous posts you can tell i fucked around but used it to ti help cope with being alone. always end up in one bad relationship after another just because i want somebody.so i decide to go one whole year with pmo woithout sex and without having a gf or goong after women maybe then i will get my mind right and understand my self better.