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klania

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Hello . I am 23 years old , started porn around 8 years ago. At age 19 i the adiction started. I am adicted to sissy porn. I tried to stop so many time but failed i was allways relapsing. I am atracted to women , never had anything with a man. I dont know what to do , i also have a girlfriend who knows nothing about it . I cant accept it , i was always good with women but i did not had sex until i was 18. This bullshit of a porn addiction is trying to make me a girl or something . It started with transgendered person porn and now is at chastity and cuckold and sissy porn . Please if you have any advice or a silimar experience tell me about it. I am sick of this shit , it cost me 3-5 hours a day. I want my life back.
 
Hi all, after a few months i was enticed back by my FinDomme into this cycle of sissy hypnosis and services to Her. In less than a month back im already back to being pimped by Her as Her sissy whore. Not sure how to dig my way back out again.
 
Hello man. I have the same fetish, and a lot of other man do have it to, and is all because of porn, so in my opinion, if you have that fetish you will be cured if you stop watching porn of a long time. My advice is that you dont watch instagram pics of girls because is a big arousal. I suggest you too to read what is the chaser effect, in a nutshell is that when you orgasm you are more proclive to want another orgasm, so you have to resist the temptation the first days after masturbation and suffer until the feeling start to ease, and it will ease! Last thing, you are not the man that porn want you to be, you are the man that you want to be.
 
Hi, I might be a little late here, but I also have your porn induced fetishes that I want to get rid of. My situation is very similar, I am your age, have a girlfriend that didn't know about my porn addiction and my special "fetishes". I really kept it a secret and always started masturbating to this kind of porn once she left and I was at home alone.
The day I swallowed my own s*men to this kind of porn was the day I decided to get rid of this behavior.
First I messaged my girlfriend and told her that I needet to talk to her about an important thing. This way it was harder not to tell her than revealing my addiction.
As I spoke to her she reacted pretty much disgusted of all of that at first. While talking about my problems and how I wanted to solve them she didn't feel betrayed anymore and also wanted to support me on my recovery. Not being alone and having a supportive real-life person nearby helps me to recover from this kind of porn induced fetish.
I don't know how strong your relationship is and don't want to deny the possibility that this could destroy your relationship.
I am sure that when your girlfriend really loves you, she will recognize that you are the victim of internet pornography here.
Message me if you have any questions.

I wish you the best,
Rhobar
 
Rhobar II said:
Hi, I might be a little late here, but I also have your porn induced fetishes that I want to get rid of. My situation is very similar, I am your age, have a girlfriend that didn't know about my porn addiction and my special "fetishes". I really kept it a secret and always started masturbating to this kind of porn once she left and I was at home alone.
The day I swallowed my own s*men to this kind of porn was the day I decided to get rid of this behavior.
First I messaged my girlfriend and told her that I needet to talk to her about an important thing. This way it was harder not to tell her than revealing my addiction.
As I spoke to her she reacted pretty much disgusted of all of that at first. While talking about my problems and how I wanted to solve them she didn't feel betrayed anymore and also wanted to support me on my recovery. Not being alone and having a supportive real-life person nearby helps me to recover from this kind of porn induced fetish.
I don't know how strong your relationship is and don't want to deny the possibility that this could destroy your relationship.
I am sure that when your girlfriend really loves you, she will recognize that you are the victim of internet pornography here.
Message me if you have any questions.

I wish you the best,
Rhobar
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I have a prety good and strong relationship but i cant tell her , i just cant. It its imposible for me to open up like that
 
klania said:
I have a prety good and strong relationship but i cant tell her , i just cant. It its imposible for me to open up like that
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If you think you're not able to tell her, you maybe just start abstaining from PMO by yourself. Luckily you have a community like NoFap that supports you on your journey.
The trick is, not trying to ban these thoughts about your porn induced fetishes. Better search for activites, that keep your mind busy.
Another Fapstronaut has very good tips on stuff like that.
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...literally-dying-for-help.314803/#post-3089713

Its day 41 for me now and the last time I had intercourse with my girlfriend, I experienced a real dopamine rush. This kind of arousal was tied to porn berfore.
I am certain that you will also experience normal sex with your girlfriend as more arousing than PMO, once you reach 30+ days.
 
Thanks everyone for the support . As of tomorrow i will completly change . Is the last day of my University exams and its a perfect oportunity to stop bot masturbation and smoking. This time i will succeed , i have all the tools. Ive read the easypeace method book and it makes a lot of sense, i will also start matitating afte the gym. Again , thanks a lot and i wish the best upon all of you .
 
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