Always Sexting Strangers

Be careful madam you are on a site of sex addicts.

 

So you just sext. Do you want to meet them or only sext and no more? Most guys I would say are hogs. We just want to pork anything. Not literally but you get what I mean.
Look at yourself and ask yourself if you keep doing what your doing what will it get you? I'm sure alot of those guys want to do more then sext to so if you are just sexting and not going to meet them I would just leave them alone. Don't waste their time. Just my opinion

 

You enjoy it so much, because they do as well.
The thought of pleasuring someone seems amazing, because you are the one who induced the pleasure into them.
You might also feel close to a person or even feel a certain love from them.
It is temporarily "filling the gap" that you were talking about.

But you know why they're actually doing it.
They sext with you because their biology makes them long for pleasure and they don't really care with whom they sext with.
It's basically as if they were watching porn and were the director at the same time.
And that is why after your pleasure is gone, you feel bad.
You feel bad for having basically gifted your body away just to earn a little admiration, love and enjoyment.
You feel worse every time you give in, because you feel like you don't have enough control over yourself to be able to stop.
And ultimately, you feel bad because you think you are too stupid to find actual love (again) in real life, but instead hook up with the next best stranger on the internet.

Please, stop hating on yourself.
These are just small pieces of truth that your brain convinced you to belive.
None of this considers that your depression is what's making you do that.
Fighting your natural temptations and instincts is impossible when depression has drained out all the willpower and faith in yourself that are required.
Even if you managed to withstand them, you would still long for PMO and sexting simply because the empty feeling remains.

I know, I'm referring to another thread now and I have already told you in a PM, but you're not alone.
There might not be a lot of people who can relate to you, but that doesn't mean that they don't care about you.
For example your parents care about you. What they are doing because they want to make your life better - they feel like they're more experienced in life than you are and want to protect you at any cost - which is why most of the time they don't really listen and put they're views above yours.

If you feel like your friends don't care about you, they might just not even know something's wrong.
When you're depressed you develop the ability to see when other people feel the same way, but most people don't have this ability.
Also most people just don't know what to do when a friend is depressed and end up giving them advice they most likely won't be able to follow, sucha s calling a help hotline or going to a psychiatrist.

I've said this before. None of those people would want you to be depressed. They want you to be truly happy and live the good and fulfilling life you deserve.

I'm glad that you didn't end your life.
There are so many people, including me, who would miss you.
~DoeDew

 

this is literally my problem, especially snapchat..i cant help myself sometimes. Its my biggest downfall in trying to not PMO

 

Get rid of snap chat lol that’s my suggestion do you really need it that bad I was honest with myself and knew I was only on there to get nudes from women same with Instagram other than that it was all for validation and attention from others when I wasn’t giving myself the attention I needed to love myself

 

It’s high that you can never get that right fix and that itch you can’t scratch for me I was using it because I didn’t love myself and wanted validation from women and in the end it was all fake because the person I would send them to would never get a chance to know the real me so look deep within yourself you know there’s a problem the first step is awareness try to find out why you need this validation from total strangers so bad and challenge yourself to abstain from snap chat hops this helps

 

Just make sure you are here to recover and not "sext" people around here!
Good luck!

 

I totally understand that. Camgirls was my thing. The personal interaction is what my brain craves.

 

I almost got into cams but fortunately I was too broke at the time to try it out and they will tell you anything and everything and they didn’t get the answer they liked they would just completely change their attitude thinking about it I feel bad for some of them having to put on an act and expose their body for money

 

Some of those girls were soooooo good at making you feel bad for them. They'll say they need money for their kids or rent or whatever, anything to get a couple dollars. A couple dollars adds up over time. Be thankful you never got hooked.