Am I a Sissy?? (Actually a good story with happy ending, trust me, read the whole thing)

Please, im really struggling with this, would i be able to call you please or talk to you privately on Snapchat or Instagram

 

because i want to kno wat the fuss is about.. I red that most gay dudes don't like anal but they'll do the butt and I realized that they not meant to be gay but rather there just really horny ppl and will fuck about anything.. the reason most don't go for women is because it's attached to a person that there intimidated by.. women can be intimidating can they not? staring judgment can make a rock hard penis soft if your mind isn't right... your own brain can intimidate your erection away {obviously} we don't always think how we're SUPPOSED to which is why we have this forum... pussy is the best thing I ever felt in my life I feels like heaven especially if you NoFap/kareeza (plus the women love it).. gays just want affection like a women and think replacing feminine touch wit a male one is equivalent when in reality it's not the same which is why alot of gay men turn straight.. alot of gays have never had pussy and I'm sure there far to insensitive past a certain point in life to enjoy it thanks to P an M.. and it doesn't help with the media trying to make it normal (homosexuality is the new birth control so there all for the confusion.. sorry if I offend you but it's not "normal" even though it's the new normal

 

Thanks for this post, it is going to be very helpful

 

would you say age is important factor?
meaning, if someone start addicting at age 25 until 29 same years, would he heal slower than a younger age?

 

Great post. Going through something similar. Less intense but still struggling with pied a month in. I would do anything to just be normally aroused by girls again. Just gotta keep going, my new challenge this month is to also cut down on all screen time. You just gave me some hope thank you

 

Thank you for writing this post! I am trying to figure out what my path forward is and I know that AGP is a major question mark in my life (even though I haven’t felt explicitly “femme” for a while now) and every time I try to go for a purely manly outlook I feel like an imposter even though strangers will sort of affirm that I’m the furthest thing from feminine (which I’d agree from a physical standpoint).

 

Wow! I never thought about it that way. I guess I’m not really comfortable with anyone seeing me for who I am because I feel like I put up some sort of filter with everyone I talk to. I’m not sure why (maybe I felt rejected when I was younger?) but also when you bring up relating through the energy of our sexuality how would you imagine that playing out in OP’s case? Like what if (hypothetically speaking) he had some AGP-like leanings prior to puberty and still feels that on some level let’s say five years from now. What are your thoughts about that?

 

hey

I didn't kno you were here..

I didn't kno you were in here I'm a post above.. sad to see your still going against the grain but I kno how difficult vices are so I don't blame you bro best of luck in your life. but still hope you find a chick after a good 90 day no pmo that you zing with

 

Hey man this story was a great read for me. I'm 22 and struggling with many of the same issues as you (sissy, PIED, self esteem, humiliation, etc.) and can't seem to get a good streak going (only have been able to get 2-3 days clean past few attempts) but this inspired me a lot. Its always a good reminder that theres an end to this shit eventually. It would definitely help me if I had a girlfriend to reboot with but anyway the fight continues. Goodluck man.

 

DO NOT OPEN THAT WEBSITE!

I wish I had seen modernstore99's comment before clicking it and now I've been triggered.

Please PLEASE do not open that website!!!

 

Way ahead of you on that!

 

This story really highlights how powerful choice, determination, and discipline can be. There are plenty of people who would have accepted your previous lifestyle(which is their choice). But you fought for the life you wanted, and at the very least changed the immediate outlook of your life. This is an inspirational story cause it shows that no one needs to accept a life they don't want. At the end of the day, the life you choose to live is up to you. Furthermore, your story is probably one of the best I've seen that show the possible major returns on a small sacrifice. Imagine all the improvements you can reap by just not watching fake sex on screen.

 

Hey man, thanks for sharing!!

 

just discovered s p and it’s very addictive

 

Dude, this is amazing. I find myself in a similar boat. My porn use has escalated until I’ve found myself looking at this kind of pornography. And I want to be free. Can you please give me some tips on staying away from this kind of thing. Currently I’m up to my second day of nofap and want to do the 90 days.

If you can give me some advice on how to manage this, I’d be really happy. Cheers man

 

Last time I got to 26 days and the time before that I got to about 30 ish days and then I relapsed because of stress and I think loneliness.
Crazy thing is I was starting to see great changes. On my 30 something day stint I stopped having fetishes and was able to start getting off at women again. When I did relapse and I started looking at sissy pornography I didn’t actually get off at it…..initially but after repeated exposure I found myself back to the same old same old.

Could you give me some tips of how to kill horniness? I find it hardest (no pun intended) when I’m trying to sleep. Also, once the horniness starts I often relapse. I’ve tried looking at truly disgusting stuff to turn me off (such as butchering penis fish). but my mind returns to pornography and I relapse. What did you do to overcome urges?