Am I gay ?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Joker487, Nov 25, 2020.

  1. Joker487

    Joker487 Fapstronaut

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    hello guys kinda new here so I’m need an advice about my addiction so my story I’m remembering that’s I’m saw gay porn in 13 and got off to that but then switched to only straight porn every category I’m saw then switched to tranny for period time and then agin to gay porn I’m basically was in home for 3 years without job or any social life due to depression saw lots of porn while was in home and I’m now know for sure I’m addict because it’s so hard for me to stop watch gay porn even during my time in home I’m sexting with guys anal play and then recently started to think am I gay/bi and I’m guess I’m bi because what I did and when I’m look into my past I’m only had crushes on girls first wet dream was about womans I’m just remember gay porn basically was a turn on but never thought about it and never had gay feelings in real life untill now that I’m kinda have ocd around it I’m feel like I’m probably bi because it’s gets me off faster I’m started my no porn journey few days ago I’m wanna be straight because when I’m see a cute girl I’m know I’m want her and have crushes on girls idk guys I’m don’t know who I’m anymore any advice guys am I gay or it’s all porn induced even when gay porn was a turn on as long as is remember .complicated damn
     
  2. Survival 3 Man

    Survival 3 Man Fapstronaut

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    Dont let your emotions be worried its very likely porn affected your development Sexuality taste can change with porn usage and has led to insecurity which means you question yourself because your emotions are confused. Need to start learning and educating your mind about the addiction you have been deceived by evil, if you trust in Jesus Christ he will provide great strength and your sexuality will turn natural. You need to go hardcore mode and each day keep a journal and write how you relapse and what where you feeling. You will so many boys out there confused and insecure because their lives are too comfortable and consumed by evil porn and social media.
     
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  3. Joker487

    Joker487 Fapstronaut

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    Yall religious? I’m actually Jewish lol I’m just hope for the best I’m gonna stop porn to see what happened nothing to lose but there nothing about Jesus Christ or any religious because I’m don’t believe so don’t bring religious or yall religious I’m not sure (nothing aginst religious) just think it’s not related to here but maybe it’s a religious group idk you tell me
     
  4. Different Built

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    Just stop porn and see if your attraction changes after a few months. For me, I have become more attracted to real life women than before. It might be different for you, might not be. Regardless of your sexuality, stopping watching porn is the best for everyone. So I recommend you cut it out of your life completely, that’s what I’m working toward rn and I may slip up but generally we have to defeat P as a society
     
  5. There is two tests below that will give you your answer, if you just look back through your memories im sure you will get your answer without having to do anything.
    1. Your gay if your turned on by and can get off to gay porn that is 100% men.
    2. Your straight if your turned on by woman and can get off to porn that is 100% women.
    • if both are correct then you are Bi.
    Alot of people here are religious and will tell you your not gay, its all just porn induced, and others that in denial about being gay will try drag you down with them and say its all just porn induced to satifisy their own circumstancce.
     
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  6. lonely_1

    lonely_1 Fapstronaut

    I would say that the sexual feelings are not the real meaning for your sexuality, but romantic feelings.
    Since porn that is anxiety producing can actually be more addicting than porn that is more "normal", it definitely seems reasonable to think that people who have watched gay porn are not gay, but addicted to porn.
    I'm not expert, but I would say that if you have a desire for a romantic relationship with a man then your gay.
     
  7. Joker487

    Joker487 Fapstronaut

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    Well I’m can get off to both but I’m don’t think I’m bi because even that I’m can get off that because when see I’m a woman in porn it’s like more pleasant more cool to see and with mens I’m just feel like I’m turned on by the opposite way like I’m don’t really like focus on their parts just because I’m feel like I’m doing something wrong and I’m like turned on because it’s disgusting so idk when I’m try to think about it as beautiful it’s not arousal me like I’m can look in porn on a very unattractive male like hairy bear something that I’m will never consider as attractive more close to disgusting and feel like I’m turned on by the disgusting thing about it idk it’s like weird this is why I’m not sure if I’m bi even tried with guy and couldn’t get really hard
     
  8. modernstore99

    modernstore99 Fapstronaut

    I’m straight, but attracted to transsexual or gay porn (or gay attracted to straight porn). What’s up?

    Is porn making my social anxiety/confidence/depression/anxiety/OCD/bipolar worse?

    Does porn addiction cause irreversible damage to the brain?

    You can also check out my story called "Am I a Sissy??" under the information tab on my profile
     
  9. This is very interesting, the fact that is its beautiful with woman and a disgust with men tells me, you want to be with woman, and you should be with woman, but i think you are bi, but hey atleast you are not just gay, because that would really fuck things up, since you want to be with woman, the fact that you tried with a guy and couldnt says you really do not want to be with men which is a great thing for you because that will only help any realationship you have with women.

    IMO you are bi but your digusted so you can't have sex with men, who knows maybe it was porn induced but that doesnt make it any less true or that it will go away. IMO its not really a problem for you since you can't be with a man, but the problem is still porn. porn can ruin a relationship, and especially gay porn. gay porn's not good for your head at all since you are disguested by it and want to be with woman, it can only cause damage and harm to your mental health, i think your in a great position to recover from porn addiction and lead a good life my friend
     
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  10. Joker487

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    Like I’m don’t know if I’m even bi because I’m never felt attracted to males irl or anything like dat idk it’s also so hard to actually think it’s possible that I’m bi but I’m also get the fact straight can’t have a boner to these things but now fr I’m don’t think I’m attracted to bear guys but because it’s weird and wrong I’m can maintain a boner to that like the weirder the better I’m can basically now masterbute to every thing lol I’m never looked on a bear guy in the street and thought he’s hot lol Like when I’m used to go to the beach the only thing that catches me eye it’s womans no doubt I’m think created weird things in my mind and I’m talked to few people who had similar case and idk maybe some of them are really bi but there are a few guys that told me they don’t get turn on by that anymore more disgusted by that so idk my odds of being straight is but I’m hope I’m not bi but try to accept the fact is possible that I’m bi idk after 3 month I’ll update you
     
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  11. Survival 3 Man

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    Good luck with your recovery. I notice attraction for women drops in real life if you binge on porn. It affected you definitely.
     

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