So I’ve been trying to get into a relationship since 9th grade. I started out hopeful, and confident that in a year or two, I could at have had one relationship, or even just one date. Fast forward 4 years later, and I’m one of like, 2 seniors who’s never gotten a date before in my life. The other has autism, and has no interest in dating (for the record, he’s awesome). And it isn’t as though I haven’t been trying. I have tried harder than I’ve seen anyone else try in this school. But nobody has ever been even remotely interested in me. Looking back on it, I honestly can’t think of anything I did particularly wrong. I approached people, I at least faked having confidence, and I listened to my intuition. But still, nothing. And I’m not trying to clame victimhood or some shit like that. I mean, I’m not owed anything. These people are well within their rights to ignore me. But still, struggling and struggling to get a date, and seeing all my friends have massive, easy relationship success kinda stings. One of my friends found a girlfriend online, and after meeting her in real life, they are both so in love that they want to get married. And my other friend didn’t even have to try at all. A girl literally just walked right up to him and asked him to have sex with her. It’s a similar situation with every single friend I have. While I put in 110% effort into it, they basically have it made. It just feels so demoralizing to know that I’m the one person in my school and in my friend group who wasn’t good enough for anyone. Like, what’s so absolutely repulsive about me? I honestly do not know. ‘Cause there are people who are genuine rapists and people who have stabbed others in my school, and all of them sure as hell get more action than me. Like, I just wanna know. Do I sound reasonable, or just jealous?