An odd and disturbing experience

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Karegador, Dec 7, 2014.

  1. Karegador

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    So this past week I've been busting my ass trying to get the last assignment done for a class that I'm taking, to add skills to my resume. I've been exhausted, to the point of only being able to keep one thought in my head at time, being irritable, having mood severe mood swings, and being on the verge of a mental break down. Also I seem to not be remembering most of what I do. It is awful.

    The odd and disturbing experience I allude to in the title is that I had a black out today. Evidence, what can only be cum on my pants (based on smell and feel) suggests I either relapsed or feel asleep and masturbated or had a wet dream.

    Given that I have no recollection of what happened I've, after much thought, decided to deem it as not being worthy of a reset.

    The sooner this assignment is done the sooner I can start getting restful sleep again. I'm on a new medication that can cause insomnia but I'm not sure if that is the cause. At the moment I still think it is stress.
     

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