Just had to come and post something. I have had PIED, I believe, for some years now. Two years ago I was able to get hard enough to have sex although it was always work to get to that point. I took 2 years off to really work on myself and stopped talking to women, quit smoking, quit drinking, joined a boxing gym, and meditated every day for those two years, which I am still continuing this trend. About an hour ago, I tried to have sex with a girl that I have been talking to for two months, and who is super attracted to me. I couldn't even get remotely hard. I can get fully hard with porn, semi hard after some work masturbating alone without porn, but apparently not at all with a girl, who is attractive enough. Please help. I have tried to quit, but havent been able to as I am studying and I spend my whole day in a book, when I need to be in a more physical environment like a workplace. I just had to say something. I feel hopeless. I have noticed that I am able to resist watching porn for about 1 week easily so long as I am masturbating every morning without porn.