The discoveries just keep coming. Today I found an email that he sent to a massage parlour and escort agency last April while he was out of town for a hockey tournament. We had gotten in to a really big fight when he first arrived there because I found condoms in his drawer and called him and freaked out. He claimed they were old and from when he was single. Fast forward to today. His reason for messaging the rub and tug was because he was mad at me for accusing him of cheating when I found the condoms, so he figured he may as well go ahead and do it. He claims he didn't follow through I don't buy that for a minute. Upon being busted, his first reaction was not to be sorry for what he had done, but rather to be angry at me for catching him. I don't know. I think I'm done. This is exhausting. There are too many good men out there for me to be wasting my time with someone who cares so little for our relationship that he's willing to risk it for 1 hour of cheap thrills.