Another post about Online Roleplay Addiction

Jacky198

Jacky198

Fapstronaut
Hey,

I have made a post about this topic a month or so ago.
Now I'm on Day 3 of Hardmode and I am craving Roleplay more than Porn. I feel like it boosted my cravings for PMO much more.
It felt like a constant Dopamine IV drip whenever I would be on those apps and writing out those stories.

And now my brain is missing this. I believe that Roleplaying and writing that story I became an active participant like in a video game. Not like in a movie where you are a passive viewer. You can't control anything. And I also think that Online Roleplaying can release good feel hormones like Dopamine, Oxytocin and whatever else. But mostly those two.

I'm craving Roleplay way more than PMO. I'm wondering if anyone else also has a problem with this. I had a big craving to Roleplay again but I decided not to. Feels good to let a craving pass.
 
Hey Jacky198,

I know the feeling. To me that type of content makes it feel like you are having an actual interaction with someone. The way I see it, we need to be close to someone and have intimate interactions. We all crave to be loved.

I see those games as a false promise of satisfying those cravings to be loved. I find it easier once I recognise it as a false promise and realise it is not the real thing.

In order to satisfy that feeling of being loved we have to face life, and conquer it with all its challenges.

God bless on your journey.
 
Brother, I know the feeling well. I discovered a site about two years ago and it had me hooked. I was chatting with what I pictured was beautiful women for hour and hours on end. It was fun and mindless and I was able to act out very specific fantasies I would be far to embarrassed to ever bring up in real life. I tried to convince myself that it was better than watching a video because there was no inherent pornography. But once you look at the clock and realize you have been looking or playing for three hours and your day is gone it hits different. I am lucky that the site I used now requires an account to be made, and I refuse to do that. I also discovered that I wanted to get to know my partner more and more, even offering contact information. This made me realize I wanted a connection. The roleplay was fun but what I really needed was a friend or partner. Something to reflect on. But I know your struggle. Stay true to the path and you will be fine! You got this!
-Abstainer
 
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