One of the times I've conditioned myself to binge on porn after a day at work. I used to rationalise it 'blowing off steam from a rough day at work' but it's become much more than that. I can't remember a time in the last several years when I haven't come home in the evening and didn't watch porn... And that's fucking hard to admit to myself. So I'm currently sitting in work and as home time grows closer instead of wanting to go home and embrace my free time, I'm sitting here growing more anxious because I know that that's the most difficult time for me. 3 days in and I'm feeling positive but also I need to be realistic and aware of the times that I'm most likely to just crumble... I head home in an hour. Gonna grit my teeth... I can do this!!!!!!!