hey i am struggling with this fetish pretty badly, there is a lot of people that had struggled with this fetish and overcame it. Its a lot like a addiction if you do not know yet transwoman is hardcore porn, well one of the most hardcore on this list, your adding a dick to a chick. so its like starting of with mediocre drugs for instance and ending up on heroin and then meth. Same thing works with porn you start small and over the coarse of time you get further and further and further and i am sure it has started off that way for you too has is it not?, it could take 3 months of watching porn it could take 1 year of watching porn, addiction happens when ever it happens to you. Now this problem we have causes us a lot of mixed emotions, this is because you are going against your own ones nature, your true nature is not to be caught up in watching this stuff regularly and nor watching a chick with a dick. Now me i have been trying and trying to give it up for a year now, sometimes i get to 1 month and then relapse sometimes 2 weeks then relapse but i keep trying every time.. and i hope one day ill make it not to the point were i am free forever because we never will be this journey has no means to and end, i just hope my mind will be more clear let me rephrase that WHO I AM WILL BE MORE CLEARER thats all.