For the past year or so I haven't watched any real hardcore porn, I don't really know why. I guess watching other people fucking isn't that attractive to me anymore, which is fine, we all know porn isn't very healthy. The real issue is that around every day I have been reading or watching hentai and inevitably masturbating then orgasming. I don't know if I would describe it as an addiction if it isn't something that I consciously seek out, I just find myself sitting in bed then browsing some hentai when I'm bored until it escalates. Before learning of nofap I would fap 2-4times a day and it would sap hours out of my life. I stumbled upon nofap and I learned about the harmful effects of PMO and the "superpowers" that can arrive from abstinence. 3 weeks ago I generally avoided PMO all together except for a few times where I would find myself reading hentai though not really getting horny from it. I stayed like this until a week in where I relapsed to some nasty hentai game online, really grotesque shit. Literally every day afterward I tried to start a new streak but stumbled upon hentai and relapsed the following day.
From today forward I will block all hentai sites that I know and try to isolate myself from temptation. I can say that I'm proud I've knocked down my masturbation from 2-4 times per day every day to 1 with 24 hours in between but I still have a long ways to go.
From today forward I will block all hentai sites that I know and try to isolate myself from temptation. I can say that I'm proud I've knocked down my masturbation from 2-4 times per day every day to 1 with 24 hours in between but I still have a long ways to go.
