Ok, I am 300+ days into no pmo. Very good. Lots of positive things, few negatives. One thing that is certain though, is I have become orgasmophobic. From being a sex obsessed perve almost 12 months ago, I am now not just uninterested in o, I am horrified by it. I have even convinced myself that I would probably burst a blood vessel in my brain if I had an o. I am an o free zone. I decided on celibacy after my wife told me she is not interested in sex (post menopause). However, I can honestly say that if the opportunity to have normal sex came about I would run a mile. For now I am happy. I really want to hit a year pmo free. I will feel truly free of pmo. But what then? What will 10 year pmo free be like? What will I become? Anyone the same? The strange thing is I still get very excited by women. I am not asexual, just phobic to o.