I'm a straight male, always have been. I've been attracted to women as long as I can remember, but porn has skewed everything. I've always struggled with sexual thoughts which haven't helped. I can no longer become aroused by straight porn even though visually I find it much more my thing. I can only become aroused to gay porn and after the arousals over I find the scenes disgusting. Now I know there are claims that sexuality may be fluid, but deep down inside I know I'm attracted to women and it has been bothering me a lot recently. I may have HOCD.. I have been diagnosed with Mixed Intrusive thoughts, but what also doesn't help is that I also got PEID from my excessive viewing, so when I see a photo of an attractive woman or see one in public or even have an encounter I am unable to get aroused. Even when watching gp now I'm limp. I hate this and just want it to stop. I'm tired of constantly worrying that I'm suddenly becoming gay when I'm not. Anyone else experiences this?