Haven't made a post in months but I'll make this quick, it's actually more community oriented than my other posts. I've started watching porn since I was 11 or 12 years old and throughout the years, I've slowly been diving into various genres of porn. I started with feet because (that's my OG fetish) and then as the years went by I've started to get into more weird/devious/sexuality questioning porn. Never got into any of the deep web shit but I think I've watched nearly every genre there was. And I think it has alot to do with my social anxiety and sheltered life. Never had a date, never kissed a girl or had a girlfriend(which is the least of my problems currently) and I'm reaching 21 this year. The only time a girl liked me back was in my 8th grade year in middle school, but that didn't last very long because after going to high school I never saw her again. Anyways porn made me a fucking mess, and I'm wondering if anybody went through what I went through in terms of watching almost or possibly all genres of porn when their addiction was at their very highest.