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So this is really long story even when I was a toddler.
So occasionally me and my family get together at my grandmas for holidays, social events, birthdays. My family is usually brought together yearly and it’s a warming feeling to see everybody.
To cut it short. My aunt was over when I was about maybe 4 years old and she distinctively said to my mother my sister was the black sheep of my family. To this day my mom hurt by it and to put her in her place my sister is beyond successful. She has a family, extraordinary job, and husband, amazing house..
All this time I think she got the wrong person. I may be doubtful right now and negative. But I feel like shit right now.. I feel worse then shit. I am beginning to think I am the black sheep…
My problems that grew within the last month I can’t even comprehend. Low income, not paying rent, car theft bill, health issues ( I half to take a drug every single day), I feel like I let my passion slip away, relationship problems, depression, questioning my existence. Envy towards friends on Facebook.. I used to feel happy for everybody, feeling neglected, even questioning that I don’t like any sex right now… everything sucks..
Most of all my interests and attention are so low…
Along the short cut story, yes I do feel like it… I’m wondering if anybody else has had this experience in family or have heard of it? My apologies for fretting. But it’s crap right now. The fan is almost knocked off the table from the shit hitting it.
So occasionally me and my family get together at my grandmas for holidays, social events, birthdays. My family is usually brought together yearly and it’s a warming feeling to see everybody.
To cut it short. My aunt was over when I was about maybe 4 years old and she distinctively said to my mother my sister was the black sheep of my family. To this day my mom hurt by it and to put her in her place my sister is beyond successful. She has a family, extraordinary job, and husband, amazing house..
All this time I think she got the wrong person. I may be doubtful right now and negative. But I feel like shit right now.. I feel worse then shit. I am beginning to think I am the black sheep…
My problems that grew within the last month I can’t even comprehend. Low income, not paying rent, car theft bill, health issues ( I half to take a drug every single day), I feel like I let my passion slip away, relationship problems, depression, questioning my existence. Envy towards friends on Facebook.. I used to feel happy for everybody, feeling neglected, even questioning that I don’t like any sex right now… everything sucks..
Most of all my interests and attention are so low…
Along the short cut story, yes I do feel like it… I’m wondering if anybody else has had this experience in family or have heard of it? My apologies for fretting. But it’s crap right now. The fan is almost knocked off the table from the shit hitting it.
