Hear you loud and clear! I hit 90 days earlier this year but became my own worst enemy by seeking out images that caused me to relapse not once but twice. My best step was getting great help from my psychologist. I feel better than ever, even though I am hit with urges all the time. But if you aren't getting to the root of the problem it doesn't matter how many days you do - you'll relapse. So get help! Don't face this alone! You have the power, so use it.