I'm constantly getting disturbed by the bad behavior of my mother and sister. My mom and sis constantly keep trying to look at my privates every time I'm around them. I try not to get in front of them as much as possible. If I'm around them I'm always hiding. My sister started this behavior when I was 13 since then I've been hiding from my own family in my own home. My mother is extremely manipulative and I grew up with low confidence and very low self esteem. She's threatened by my success and she cannot tolerate anything from me that she doesn't want to hear. She never gives me any advice when I have any problems since I was a kid and I grew up dumb and a people pleaser. She has backstabbed me and thrown me under the bus in front of relatives. She's very passive aggressive and secretive who acts nice but is anything but. I'm getting aware of all this as I'm growing older. I feel like there's a lot more I'm not realizing. This behavior is making it difficult for me to quit my addictions as everytime this happens I get disturbed and wonder how a mother and sister can act this way to their own son and brother and then I go fuck the world and fuck everything and I go back to my porn addiction and feel bad later. How do I make this stop? I just wish to live a normal life.