We all have a lot of growing to do, and that will be true until the day we die. However, you should do your best while you are still alive, so that when the day comes, you can look back and say, "I'm proud I did those things. I'm proud that I left that lifestyle behind me, and I'm proud of the person it made me." And you should be proud in the moment too, as I am. I have a 21 day streak, now THAT's something. Don't live with too much regret. Look forward at the person you will become. And if you like that person, you can start becoming him/her right now. Let's finish what we started when we came here.