EnterTheMatrix
Fapstronaut
I am on 172nd day of Nofap-MonkMode (NoPMO Noedging Nosex) and on 184th day of not using porn to include . My addiction of these things have gone I can say that . Only some urges comes that I can control. So I am writing this as I wanted to tell you that I got these so many benifits of Nofap Monkmode and even I am unfolding new benefits of this thing also. But only one wrong thing is happening is that I am getting attracted to have sex with any women whether she is old or ugly . And I am not liking that. And I am pretty sure that this is because of Nofap. I can talk with any girls and can attract them , this is the benefit, but I am getting this side effect also of getting attracted to unattractives. So I this thing is coming in my mind always that , I should masturbate on 9th day at night and imagine the girl whom I like as my wife and masturbate. So by this I will be attracted to only her or who are at my level. But I will not masturbate for minimum 9 days or even 30 days . But when I will do that only in night after 9 days minimum, I will imagine only her the significant one. So this will help me by this situation that's what I think. So do you agree with me ? Tell me , or any better suggestion for this ?