AUGUST CHALLENGE

Almost my first month clean with po I can't wait!

 

I hope I'm not getting over confident - but I've made plans to binge on September 1st at my favorite Pizza Parlor to celebrate. All you can eat! YEA BABY!

 

I'm looking forward to celebrating Labor day with a new found self-respect for myself!

 

I am in lets do this

 

Getting close... Weekends are tough. I have taken the advice I got during the july challenge and have friends and family visiting over the weekend. This will help me keep my mind occupied with other things to do.

 

Good idea! Thanks. I think I'll do the opposite though. I'm taking care of myself and going to stay away from my family and forget about them altogether. (For the weekend) That sounds selfish, but I've done way more than my share of the care giving for the last two years since Mom died. I let them get me anxious, and all out of balance - which leads me to want to escape into fantasizing.

Not this time. Not going down that road! Grrrr.

Gus

 

Sunday night! Everyone has gone back. Winding down the day. This is probably the hardest time for me... last few weeks have been easier, but today (all day) has been extraordinarily tough .... I started fantasizing when driving ... never happened before... my mind plays tricks on me...

Gotta power through it... If 90 days is the gold-standard to over come this addiction -- then I feel like this is the last stand that the addiction is mounting against me... or maybe there is more ... regardless...gotta stay strong.

 

Congrats to everyone on the challenge! I had a small pizza! Today I'll post 54 days of no PMO. I'm very happy tonight.

Peace and prayers

Gus

 

On the west coast ...so there's still some time left for me to celebrate! But congrats to everyone who tried -- whether you succeeded fully this month or not -- it is awesome that you tried... And keep trying. I need help to push into September and beyond.

 

Very pleased to say I completed the whole of August fap-free! My first full month properly fap-free! Here's to September!

 

First full month po free for me finally!

 

Yippee!! Onto september challenge.

 

Done with August, let's go September!!

 

Late but I failed the challenge...but the failure was my greatest accomplishment! Only failed once during the whole month (aug 6th) and this is the longest streak I've had in my whole life!