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just in three weeks, the intensity of urges has been increased majorly.
Since morning i have been hit with, 3 to 4 extremely major urges, like install vpn right now and start Fapping kind of urges.
Very Intense Urges today, with pictures in my head and high speed internet available, it's hard to control.
I need to tell myself,
I am not doing it to prove anything to anyone, I am doing it so that i can achieve good in my life, I am doing it so that i can be successful as a person, by doing this i am adding discipline into my life, pretty soon i will be starting workout routine, I am Meditating every night just because of the will power i get from Not Fapping, I know i can do it all even when Masturbating and watching porn, but to tell you the truth my friend "We Cannot", after masturbation, the determination and the discipline factor is eliminated from our life, which make us a loser. i am doing so good and i don't wanna stop it. this month has been so good and productive, i think it's the most productive i have ever been, the month is about to end and i can't wait to see the things i have achieved in August 2020.
So for our own good, and a good future,
We Need To Push.
Thank you.
Since morning i have been hit with, 3 to 4 extremely major urges, like install vpn right now and start Fapping kind of urges.
Very Intense Urges today, with pictures in my head and high speed internet available, it's hard to control.
I need to tell myself,
I am not doing it to prove anything to anyone, I am doing it so that i can achieve good in my life, I am doing it so that i can be successful as a person, by doing this i am adding discipline into my life, pretty soon i will be starting workout routine, I am Meditating every night just because of the will power i get from Not Fapping, I know i can do it all even when Masturbating and watching porn, but to tell you the truth my friend "We Cannot", after masturbation, the determination and the discipline factor is eliminated from our life, which make us a loser. i am doing so good and i don't wanna stop it. this month has been so good and productive, i think it's the most productive i have ever been, the month is about to end and i can't wait to see the things i have achieved in August 2020.
So for our own good, and a good future,
We Need To Push.
Thank you.