Hey fapstronauts! its been a while since I ve logged into the nofap website. I dont know why that is but I ll tell u Guys that I ve come back more pathetic than how i had left. My streak intervals reduced drastically and now I m struggling to keep it under for a week. I ve joined for btech in a private institute cause I fckd up my grades by fapping to porn the day before final year exams, entrance exams. My gf moved out of state and we r struggling with the troubles of long distance relationship. I ve cheated her plenty by watching porn and fapping. She asks me to tell her everytime I fap so that she can help me, but I ve lied to her a lot after she moved out. So basically my relationship is half a lie.
I guess that ll be enough as a background on me. I ll share more as I post along.
About why I have come back here right now. I just PMOd after a week long streak. I was all set on rebuilding the relationship after she had come back to town for a few days. I could only go on for a mere 3 days after she left after Which I watched softcore porn and fapped. Right now I fear that if I dont make a plan I ll end up watching real porn and I ll mess up the little bit of honesty that I ve started showing to her recently. I really dont want to do that and I neee help guys.
I feel like i m such a beginner right now. So Please could some one share some links on a good read that ll get me kick-started on nofap seriously? My plan right now is to do a 7 day challenge and complete that and move up. Hope I can do it in the first try
I guess that ll be enough as a background on me. I ll share more as I post along.
About why I have come back here right now. I just PMOd after a week long streak. I was all set on rebuilding the relationship after she had come back to town for a few days. I could only go on for a mere 3 days after she left after Which I watched softcore porn and fapped. Right now I fear that if I dont make a plan I ll end up watching real porn and I ll mess up the little bit of honesty that I ve started showing to her recently. I really dont want to do that and I neee help guys.
I feel like i m such a beginner right now. So Please could some one share some links on a good read that ll get me kick-started on nofap seriously? My plan right now is to do a 7 day challenge and complete that and move up. Hope I can do it in the first try
