It took me two years to finnaly find success on NoFap. I abstained for 69 days around he 30 mark I lost my virginity and around the 50 mark I got a girlfriend. Had this girlfriend for a few months. Then was horny one night she wasn't around and fapped. Thought it was just a bump in the road but then I started to fap once a week then twice a week and now I'm back to doing it three times a week. I'm not with this girl anymore. It wasnt really meant to last but it did help me not masturbate. We still miss each other but I don't want a serious relationship with her and she does so we had to split. I'm having some health issues the past few months. Doctors havent figured it out yet, could be really serious don't want to go to much into it but I'm actually really worried and deppressed because of it which definately correlates with me fapping again. Feel like a virgin again. First step is coming here more often was easier when I used this site more. Was also easier when I used to talk to this dude on here but he got really deppressed and gave up and deleted his account. Hope he's okay. Pray for me boys.