Back to bad habbits.

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Jackb97, Nov 13, 2019.

  1. Jackb97

    Jackb97 Fapstronaut

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    It took me two years to finnaly find success on NoFap. I abstained for 69 days around he 30 mark I lost my virginity and around the 50 mark I got a girlfriend.

    Had this girlfriend for a few months. Then was horny one night she wasn't around and fapped. Thought it was just a bump in the road but then I started to fap once a week then twice a week and now I'm back to doing it three times a week.

    I'm not with this girl anymore. It wasnt really meant to last but it did help me not masturbate. We still miss each other but I don't want a serious relationship with her and she does so we had to split.

    I'm having some health issues the past few months. Doctors havent figured it out yet, could be really serious don't want to go to much into it but I'm actually really worried and deppressed because of it which definately correlates with me fapping again.
    Feel like a virgin again.

    First step is coming here more often was easier when I used this site more. Was also easier when I used to talk to this dude on here but he got really deppressed and gave up and deleted his account. Hope he's okay.

    Pray for me boys.
     
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    Hold it in Fapstronaut

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    I will pray for you and your health. I know what it's like to have health issues, I myself had a messed up thyriod, and ultimately had to have half of it removed, for such a small gland in your body it sure will mess you up if it's wack

    Get on a schedule again dude. It's never too late to get your power back!
     
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    Jackb97 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks man. How was things after they removed it?
     
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    Hold it in Fapstronaut

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    Oh much better. Thanks for asking, I had a tumor the size of a baseball in the right half of my thyriod, which caused a lot of problems for me.

    Anxiety, really bad insomnia, weight loss, rabid heartbeat (so much so I had to be put on a blood pressure medication) had all this mental mind f*ck goin on

    Your thyriod controls your hear rate. So if it's misfiring you will have super high blood pressure, don't know why mine is so high. I'm pretty skinny, lol

    It was horrible, it's been out for almost a year and the only thing that has really gone away was my Anxiety, and to some extent the mind garbage. I'm still on the Blood pressure medication and my weight doesn't seem to change

    Get your thyroid checked my man. It wasnt on my radar, went in for something else and they found a lump in my neck that I didn't feel or notice. It's a problem that mostly affect women but the doctor told me when it's found in Men it really messes you up
     
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