So I’ve tried many times to stop pmo. But I truly always felt deep down that’s theres no reason to. I’ve never dated before. But have been trying sex from time to time. Still after weeks of streaks I still couldn’t get into it at all. Long story short I actually met someone that I share a lot in common with, and have been talking for a few weeks. Also, we both aren’t into sex at all. We like the idea of making love by the fireplace and having kids and all that, but just not that into it in practice. It felt like a huge load off of both of us when we just randomly found each other. But! I’ve still been MO’ing a couple times a week. Just makes me feel like a piece of shit I guess . At this point, not really liking random sex, it’s as obvious as ever it’s just a bad habit. One I don’t need to help hide depression anymore. So I’m going to try to get back on the bandwagon! I’ll add updates anytime I notice some kind of positive side effects. Hope everyone has been doing okay!