basic problem (mine)

Do you actually want to bang your siblings? I suspect it's just the porn messing with your mind. So even one fetish video is too much.

I've looked at incest crap. It was weird and different and wrong which made it exciting. But you know what... In real life incest is some disgusting shit. Kind of like a drug you end up using harder and harder drugs the longer you're addicted. Then you can't get excited by anything else because you've rewired your brain to look at weird shit. I am not judging you. I've been there.

You just need to make the decision to stop looking at porn for the rest of your life. If you're having trouble controlling yourself, try blocking adult content using software. Or just don't spend any time near a computer or smartphone where you would be tempted to look at stuff.

 

when i've been interested in incest, it seemed to be to me not so much something that i wanted to do with real siblings. it's more an expression of wanting a greater intimacy, i.e. feeling threatened by the alienation and impermanence of most sexual relationsships, perhaps even imaginary ones. it's like a (bad) attempt to cure some disappointments. i don't remember where i read it, but there was a study in which it turned out most enduring sexual fantasies where attempts to overwrite some hurt or disappointments. many people i told this to could relate right away.
i think the solution is for me to try to fill that which i try to get from outside from within, so that i don't have to depend on getting intimacy of a certain kind from other people.