Battling Hard

I have recently started thinking and trying seriously to leave porn. I havent visited a porn website for like a couple of weeks now but I keep visiting this chat site and that leads me to masturbation. I have to get rid of it. And I am trying. After a long time today I have seriously analyzed my life and chalked out targets and goals. I have thought about a morning routine. It is essential for me as morning is a particularly difficult time with 2,3 hours free before university. I am trying to limit my hours on mobile too. One thing that hit me is that I have to take responsibility. No one comes and forces me to log onto this shit. I do it myself and I Can stop doing that. The whole thing about temptations make a loophole open like it isnt my fault. but it is. I know it is a strong powerful addiction but I know I can climb out of this shithole. I dont want my life to be shit. I have a great girl in my life who i wanna marry in 2,3 years and who has been so supportive and loving for me. She even accepted my addiction and said that it doesnt define me and that I can defeat it. That made a lot of difference because I thought no one would accept me with this addiction. I live alone in a room and I dont have much social interactions and that is difficult for me but lately I have realized that I have to stop feeling sorry for me and make the most of the situation I am in and opportunities I have. To everyone struggling I only wanna say this battle is worth fighting. We have to reclaim our lives. We are not those horrible beasts porn is trying to make us. We are empathic loving human beings who can have feelings and respect for girls instead of degrading them to just meat and flesh. We have to be better and God willing we will be.