11/100 I've had an incredibly productive week. This is something I always experience on no PMO streaks, the abundance of time and energy! Think about how much you can get done even just with 1 week of no PMO. Keep going!
Indeed, it’s still my second longest streak ever. The first 6 weeks went like a breeze. I’m making huge steps this year. No guilt, shame or panic involved and let’s see how far we’re gonna get this time. BTW the PMO sessions are also getting shorter, without the endless edging. Everything is improving basically. Grats with your three months cleanness
Good to hear that there is no lingering guilt and bad feeling. You will do well. Let's do this together. Thank you!
93/207 Real test starts as I came back to the city I where my office is based out of. I will be alone for next 1 month or so. It became very easy to give in to the urges when I was alone in the past. It is going to be really difficult to resist the urges. I had broken my longest streak last time when I came back to this city in December last year. I am not going to fall into PMO trap to feel good once again. I would rather call somebody or go out in public, than caving in to PMO. In order to distract myself and continue with the momentum of working out, I have joined the gym for just one month as well, here in the city. Time to stay stronger than before.
Sounds like a good plan. Congrats on surpassing the 90 day threshold again! You’re doing great my friend. Keep up the good work.
14/100 Officially two weeks! Feeling good overall. Almost no urges, and been getting a lot done. I know the urges will come, though, so I need to reflect and strategize my next two weeks better. I find with PMO addiction, you can never really be too careful. Stay strong.
0/207 Well, I will have to reset my counter after 93 days. I just saw an informative video on the subject of making love to a woman. The information was gold for sure. I paid the price after releasing the built up tension. To be honest, I am not disgusted to the degree I had been in the past after this relapse. I could have left the tension to subside on its own without M'ing. As in the past, it should have calmed down on its own. Poor me lost my will power, precious nutrients, life energy. Once again I paid the price of living alone, and failed to control my mind and body. Fact of the matter is - it may or may not be porn but any stimulating content (even the informative ones) has the potential to trigger to relapse. This is the learning of this relapse.
