0/207 Well, I will have to reset my counter after 93 days. I just saw an informative video on the subject of making love to a woman. The information was gold for sure. I paid the price after releasing the built up tension. To be honest, I am not disgusted to the degree I had been in the past after this relapse. I could have left the tension to subside on its own without M'ing. As in the past, it should have calmed down on its own. Poor me lost my will power, precious nutrients, life energy. Once again I paid the price of living alone, and failed to control my mind and body. Fact of the matter is - it may or may not be porn but any stimulating content (even the informative ones) has the potential to trigger to relapse. This is the learning of this relapse.