BEAT YOUR LONGEST STREAK

Day 31/12 semen retention.

 

488/730 days no PMO, semen retention

 

6/12

 

14/207
Finally 2 weeks. Feeling lack of libido and weak may be because of the medicines I am taking for last 15-16 days.

 

Bro, do some search on the internet, try to go the natural route, just my advice, take your meds but if I were you I'd try some other stuff too.

 

10/115
“
If I did not simply live from one moment to another, it would be impossible for me to be patient, but I only look at the present…” - St. Therese of Lisieux

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Day 32/12 semen retention.

 

I did something dumb that don't know if consider a relapse but for now I will continue with the same counter.

Day 2/33

 

Day 5 out of 40 lets gets this bread

 

489/730 days no PMO, semen retention

 

4/16

1/4 of 16 completed!

 

7/12

 

Day 8 of 67

 

15/207

 

Monk books
Yesterday I saw this girl from the gym for a medical examination; I had to touch several private areas of her body. I am used to seeing and touching naked beautiful girls as a physician. Sex never crosses my mind when I do this. Sometimes even girls try to seduce me in these situations, but I never did anything it is not very professional. This girl is hitting a little on me. She is very beautiful but I like more the girl I am seeing right now in terms of personality and looks. But if things don’t work out, I might consider dating her.

Things seem to be going good with the new girl I’m seeing. Today I’m studying some neurology and going back to the basics of monastic lifestyle I’m reading The Spiritual Life: A Treatise on Ascetical and Mystical Theology by AD. Tanquerey. Also practice of Brahmacharya by Sivananda.
I consider monks real mystics with deep understanding of sexuality. I also enjoy austerity.

 

Day 6 out of 40 no urges yet

 

Day 3/33

 

5/16

 

0/12
Relapsed after a week.

 

Come on man why u do that lets go again dont let ur mind beat u this time