6/45 Struggling some tonight. Did some journaling to see what is going on. Sitting in the emotional pain. I will be ok. It’s ok to be sad. I’ll come out of it.
Thank you. Yeah, I slipped but it is ok. I learned where there is a really deep wound that is causing my addiction. I can take steps to heal from it. Going to continue with good self care. Prayer and working through things. I feel hopeful. Back on the wagon I go.
0/45. Learned a really big thing that is causing my addiction. All is good. Time to work through things and heal. Back on the wagon.
Days streak: 21.8 out of 6,706 days or 18.35 years The reason for this goal is-speed of a light is at 670,616,629 MPH but we can’t equivalent to days streak because we would not live that long. However “fictional sons of light speed” is 6,706 MPH which we could equivalent to days count. I wish I could have that many to feel like I am in fastest plane Lol who agree??
8/21 9:30 wakeup. I found myself on YouTube from 6-9 pm. Not a good idea to be browsing internet, esp YT on bed at night. Things can escalate very quickly. Also I was not feeling very good about the YouTube watching of WWII videos. It Induced feelings of unporposeful Youtube browsing, all those war videos and deaths, Not a good idea, not at all. Let’s stay away from Youtube and preferably from phone in the evening.
