I've struggled with addictions my whole life it seems, 42 years now. I realized today, again, that porn, sex, ejaculation is my longest standing addiction. I've been through AA, the torture of nicotine use and other types of addictions, but I've never honored my ejaculation addiction. Now after multiple incidents my wife has caught me again. I've 'quit' so many times before. I've never tried to go without the full PMO before and I'm looking forward to the challenge. I know the benefit of getting through the crap and seeing the light on the other side, and I'm willing to do the hard work. My biggest concern right now is if I've provided the death blow to my marriage. All I can do is make the effort, start my reboot and hope that she sees who I can be without my porn addiction. Looking forward to connecting with the community and sharing my journey with you.