Today I am writing and submitting my forum first time in a life after realizing that I am finishing my life and my spouse life too. I am connected with this website from long but I didn’t really followed the steps and also I am facing lack of determination in my life. I became looser from winner. It is hurtful but true. I was a different man before. Right now I am loosing my manhood. I am lost so many things in my life. But today I am writing here that I will not do musturbation, no pornography watching, no sex. I totally fucked myself with my bad habits. Now is the time to live for my wife. Now is the time to get blessings from Lord. I will submit my story here during my journey towards excellence.