Believe it or Not

I was 8 years old that I got addicted to masturbation, and it was because of a sexy girl picture that I had with my self, so after that I was master-bating every two to five days in the bathroom.Even I was in a lust with my own blood sister, but my family caught me in their and I find my self so guilty, ashamed, embarrassed and now when I am writing this thread, I feel if that moment was not in my life, because I hated myself for next years, even now I feel down about it, however I give back to her and my family forgave me, but still the pain is my heart is not gone because I was stupid kid, god knows how life was for me on that time, so I think he forgave me too. After a while when I quit at age 17 I was ejaculating every five to six nights when I was sleeping, I was inactive through out my high school, then I started pornography which made my life worst than ever, later my family caught me again, embarrassed, filthy and guilty which made me to find a way to fix my problem, and I tried lots of thing but they did not work. So the only thing helped me is Nofap and I love this web.
thanks wasting time with my thread.