When i used to masterbate i would keep my boxers on and kinda push down on my dick until i came and i would do this a lot. My dick would kinda be soft when i did it. But now my dick is curved to the left and down. So when i get an erection its curved and its not upward its kinda down too. Im scared this will hurt a girl. I havnt been doing that masterbating thing anymore so do you think it will heal? Or is there nothing i can do?