I was thinking today that I have so many dreams (goals and desires not the nighttime dreams) but like I never had an origin for them they are just there. Like I never just thought to myself you know what would be a good idea, I want to be a filmmaker. My interest in film was just always there. Or like I don't have a specific reason for wanting to join the wrestling team besides that I just have the dream for it. Same goes for interests, you can never really explain exactly why it is of interest to you, it just is. That's a reason why it's sometimes hard to tell others about your dreams because you can't explain exactly why they are your dreams they just are. I just think this is an interesting thing to think about.