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I've not looked at porn in just under 10 days and haven't done "it" in about 2 days. I've been incredibly depressed for the past 4 weeks and am waiting for my GP to call. Please tell me I'm not the only one.

update: prescribed strong antidepressants
 
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fewlack0 said:
I've not looked at porn in just under 10 days and haven't done "it" in about 2 days. I've been incredibly depressed for the past 4 weeks and am waiting for my GP to call. Please tell me I'm not the only one.

update: prescribed strong antidepressants
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Stay away from pills. Use natural uppers like 30 mins of sunsoaking. Or 30 mins of exercise.
 
blacklabel92 said:
Stay away from pills. Use natural uppers like 30 mins of sunsoaking. Or 30 mins of exercise.
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I won't go against what medical professionals say. I'm having them because there is no "up". I already get 30 minutes of movement in every day and I literally don't feel anything from it and where I live, the sun is rarely seen even though it's always there.
 
fewlack0 said:
I won't go against what medical professionals say.
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Many medical professionals are biased in favor of invasive treatment regardless of its efficacy or dangers.

If you're lucky you won't get side effects. If you're a bit less lucky, the side effects won't be permanent. If you're less lucky still, well ...

Don't drug yourself. Face your demons.
 
The only 'demon' is the voice in my head telling me about death and hurting myself. If something else would solve that, it would have already worked. It's that or following through with wishes of death because I'm less than human anyway. The chances of serious or permanent side effects are incredibly slim so I might as well add some value to my life.
 
fewlack0 said:
The chances of serious or permanent side effects are incredibly slim
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I'm afraid that is not true. Regarding the suicidal thoughts - SSRIs can make them worse (https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3353604/).

fewlack0 said:
The only 'demon' is the voice in my head telling me about death and hurting myself. If something else would solve that, it would have already worked. It's that or following through with wishes of death because I'm less than human anyway.
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Your last sentence clearly shows that contrary to what you said "the voice" is not your only demon. The problem is you consider yourself less than human. Why?

Talk to someone. Don't mess with your brain. It's a gamble that might end tragically.
 
fewlack0 said:
The only 'demon' is the voice in my head telling me about death and hurting myself. If something else would solve that, it would have already worked. It's that or following through with wishes of death because I'm less than human anyway. The chances of serious or permanent side effects are incredibly slim so I might as well add some value to my life.
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I had the same fear of the dead, also, because i was a materialist and belive every shit that "authority" said, that we are monkey, that there is not destiny only casuality, that my path is lust, produce and consume then die. This is the cage of the Left-side brain society, human is now a piece of meat, hpw Agamben said, the homo Sacer,a mere biological form of life with instinct and nothing else. We have a lot of people that told a lot of useful things like Tolstoj,Thoreau, the hellenic philosopher, etc...but we have to choice the spirituality and the critical sense or the mass Hypocondria that afflict this sick society. and that become an evidece today.
 
OP, ignore the usual bullshit broscience regarding antidepressants these other idiots have posted. Take the medication. Let me know what they give you. You may or may not have some side slight effects (nausea, weight gain, etc...). But its very possible you will feel a whole lot better in 2/3 weeks. Good luck!
 
fewlack0 said:
I won't go against what medical professionals say. I'm having them because there is no "up". I already get 30 minutes of movement in every day and I literally don't feel anything from it and where I live, the sun is rarely seen even though it's always there.
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Guess i wasnt clear, sry. Not all pills are bad. I take sea moss/bladderwrack and burdock root capsules personally for my mineral intake. I just meant anti-depressants and things of that nature. My sister was bullied all her young life and the effects were traumatic, so doctors put her on anti depressants to help her cope, me personally i saw no improvement. All it did was make my sister less of who she was (groggy, less present, more insecure) i began to learn that not all medicines are designed to heal and some can even cause chemical imbalances like in my sisters case. All i was saying is maybe try natural remedies like exercise and sunlight first before hopping on that popular go to pill train society has deemed most effective, not always the case imo. And funny how u said u do 30 mins of "movement" sounds like ur doing the bare minimum. Now i believe the timeframe of 30 mins is acceptable as a bare minimum but the workout itself should be somewhat strenuous, you should at least have your heart rate and sweat glands going for that entire 30 min period otherwise you wont get the full dopamine effect post workout. Where do you live? Im curious. Thats too bad the sun never shines even though its there. I hate that.
 
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En?gma said:
Yep pills are just some antispirit things. I had an esistential crysis myself, solved with spirituality. They told me to go to psychiatrist but i refused, never regret my choice.
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Wasnt too clear not all pills are bad. I take mineral pills. I just had some bad exeriences watching my sister take anti depressants all her young life. Watched the side effects and overall results. Sadly the pills have made her incapable of living a more fuller richer life imo.
 
fewlack0 said:
I won't go against what medical professionals say.
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Genuinely curious on what your opinion is on big pharma. For example doctors who are paid by certain pharma companies to push their meds. Do u believe that happens and if so, what do you think the effects of this practice would cause?
 
blacklabel92 said:
Wasnt too clear not all pills are bad. I take mineral pills. I just had some bad exeriences watching my sister take anti depressants all her young life. Watched the side effects and overall results. Sadly the pills have made her incapable of living a more fuller richer life imo.
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mostly of my parents take a lot of pills, and i mean, a LOT. so i mostly doubt about them, since they have become addicted by these, with great problems if they don't take them,but the pharma - addicted society was described already in 1932 by Huxley.
I talked because this guy have something similar of what i had, i was pretty sure to reach a day where i would kill myself or collapse like Nitzsche, i was really near, so i share my experiemce with him, if he want to follow his medic is not my problem, we are not equal.
 
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skibum71 said:
OP, ignore the usual bullshit broscience regarding antidepressants these other idiots have posted. Take the medication. Let me know what they give you. You may or may not have some side slight effects (nausea, weight gain, etc...). But its very possible you will feel a whole lot better in 2/3 weeks. Good luck!
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Of course you had to use the Fallacy (Argumentum ad Hominem) for insult us and justify your thesis.
Only an Ápotos understand the fact, big pharma does not want an healty society, if i want to make money, my intention would be addicting and poison clients, so i heal a problem, but i create another one, why i should heal them? This is how antidepresant work, you don't solve nothing and as i said i'm surronded by a family of eternal addicted (i say it sadly). i make the example to change your habits, and you mind, this is the best pharmacs, and is not Scientologist-shitty science. and of course not every pharmacs are really that bad, but there is a difference in implementing them in your life for a week or for an entire life.
 
blacklabel92 said:
Genuinely curious on what your opinion is on big pharma. For example doctors who are paid by certain pharma companies to push their meds. Do u believe that happens and if so, what do you think the effects of this practice would cause?
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That sounds crazy but not impossible. My prescriptions are free because of Universal Credit.
 
That's your perspective, not hers. There are people in my immediate family that have the same treatment and they are better now than before.
 
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En?gma said:
Of course you had to use the Fallacy (Argumentum ad Hominem) for insult us and justify your thesis.
Only an Ápotos understand the fact, big pharma does not want an healty society, if i want to make money, my intention would be addicting and poison clients, so i heal a problem, but i create another one, why i should heal them? This is how antidepresant work, you don't solve nothing and as i said i'm surronded by a family of eternal addicted (i say it sadly). i make the example to change your habits, and you mind, this is the best pharmacs, and is not Scientologist-shitty science. and of course not every pharmacs are really that bad, but there is a difference in implementing them in your life for a week or for an entire life.
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That would be illegal and where I live the NHS healthcare system has more important issues to deal with. The government probably wants people to be better instead of worse to get them into work. I trust people who went to medical universities and learned over poisoning people with tiny 20mg tablets.
 
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fewlack0 said:
That would be illegal and where I live the NHS healthcare system has more important issues to deal with. The government probably wants people to be better instead of worse to get them into work. I trust people who went to medical universities and learned over conspiracy theories about poisoning people with tiny 20mg tablets.
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This is not conspiracy theorism just mere thirst of power and money in this democracy plutocratic system we live in.
I had my experience that is similar to this one that make him "big sad", not a problem if someone want to follow the principle of authority and entrust the medic instead and become engorged of pills, they tried also with me and i find a way, and, solved my hypocondria, for free, no psychiatrist no pills. Of course, everyone had is free will and had the right of do what he want, i showed how i am recovered. funny how just two months later, i was healed from hypocondria, society become hypocondriac itself, with people scared of lose their life for a virus, After one year i feel more better, i'm going reverse of this sick society.
 
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