big sad

I've not looked at porn in just under 10 days and haven't done "it" in about 2 days. I've been incredibly depressed for the past 4 weeks and am waiting for my GP to call. Please tell me I'm not the only one.

update: prescribed strong antidepressants

 

I won't go against what medical professionals say. I'm having them because there is no "up". I already get 30 minutes of movement in every day and I literally don't feel anything from it and where I live, the sun is rarely seen even though it's always there.

 

The only 'demon' is the voice in my head telling me about death and hurting myself. If something else would solve that, it would have already worked. It's that or following through with wishes of death because I'm less than human anyway. The chances of serious or permanent side effects are incredibly slim so I might as well add some value to my life.

 

Yep pills are just some antispirit things. I had an esistential crysis myself, solved with spirituality. They told me to go to psychiatrist but i refused, never regret my choice.

 

I had the same fear of the dead, also, because i was a materialist and belive every shit that "authority" said, that we are monkey, that there is not destiny only casuality, that my path is lust, produce and consume then die. This is the cage of the Left-side brain society, human is now a piece of meat, hpw Agamben said, the homo Sacer,a mere biological form of life with instinct and nothing else. We have a lot of people that told a lot of useful things like Tolstoj,Thoreau, the hellenic philosopher, etc...but we have to choice the spirituality and the critical sense or the mass Hypocondria that afflict this sick society. and that become an evidece today.

 

mostly of my parents take a lot of pills, and i mean, a LOT. so i mostly doubt about them, since they have become addicted by these, with great problems if they don't take them,but the pharma - addicted society was described already in 1932 by Huxley.
I talked because this guy have something similar of what i had, i was pretty sure to reach a day where i would kill myself or collapse like Nitzsche, i was really near, so i share my experiemce with him, if he want to follow his medic is not my problem, we are not equal.

 

Of course you had to use the Fallacy (Argumentum ad Hominem) for insult us and justify your thesis.
Only an Ápotos understand the fact, big pharma does not want an healty society, if i want to make money, my intention would be addicting and poison clients, so i heal a problem, but i create another one, why i should heal them? This is how antidepresant work, you don't solve nothing and as i said i'm surronded by a family of eternal addicted (i say it sadly). i make the example to change your habits, and you mind, this is the best pharmacs, and is not Scientologist-shitty science. and of course not every pharmacs are really that bad, but there is a difference in implementing them in your life for a week or for an entire life.

 

That sounds crazy but not impossible. My prescriptions are free because of Universal Credit.

 

That's your perspective, not hers. There are people in my immediate family that have the same treatment and they are better now than before.

 

That would be illegal and where I live the NHS healthcare system has more important issues to deal with. The government probably wants people to be better instead of worse to get them into work. I trust people who went to medical universities and learned over poisoning people with tiny 20mg tablets.

 

This is not conspiracy theorism just mere thirst of power and money in this democracy plutocratic system we live in.
I had my experience that is similar to this one that make him "big sad", not a problem if someone want to follow the principle of authority and entrust the medic instead and become engorged of pills, they tried also with me and i find a way, and, solved my hypocondria, for free, no psychiatrist no pills. Of course, everyone had is free will and had the right of do what he want, i showed how i am recovered. funny how just two months later, i was healed from hypocondria, society become hypocondriac itself, with people scared of lose their life for a virus, After one year i feel more better, i'm going reverse of this sick society.